I want a change, number one will be how I portray myself as a man

I want to be the one that does it starting from today 

If it was easy, everyone would do it.

Kinda figured out why I slacked out so much, I didn't plan my days out, I didn't have goals, but now I planned it out and I have my goals and i hope that I can get back on track. I'm gonna do my best and be motivated

Worried about you

Tell me, not drop bloody hints for me to find out because I won't.

Ahh yes staycation, I must say it has been a really good staycation for both of us, dy and I.

We left our homes at 10?? Then chilled with cz for awhile and made our way to little India at 1130

So here's the thing, we booked our staycation on the 1st, so the hotel asked the time of book in, we said 3am, that being said, we reached little India at 1130 so we tried our luck to book in before 3am

Turns out that we can only book in the at 2 pm then we were like fak me we're dead.

Of course we booked another hotel, it's called bunc 

It's quite decent, we chilled till like 630 for our breakfast then after that we went to sleep, booked out at 11

Went for lunch at the Thai restaurant near NAFA then booked in at vintage inn (the one we were suppose to go)

Then we chilled there, watched white chicks while dy was sleeping, then woke her up with kisses.

Yea of course we did our couple stuff there, but it isn't really the best place to do it 

After that we went for dinner, mmm mmm that was the bomb 

This Indian cuisine was fking awesome, the restaurants name was "aromas of India"

We had butter chicken, fish Briyani and cheese nuns.

After dinner we went up to the hostel to do our couple stuff again and then cuddled for awhile then head off to sleep.

We were suppose to have breakfast at 830am but we missed it hahahaha

Then we booked out and went home.

So yea that's basically what we did during staycation and it has definitely brought us closer as a couple.

I love her so much

Blogging again tmr when I wake up

These past few days hasn't been really good to me.

emotional and emotionless

I've been in this stage before, it's a stage were I start to lose my emotions and become a selfish ass bastard that doesn't feel anything.

I'm not letting that happen because I have a girlfriend to let her feel as if she's the luckiest in the milky way.

Lost myself today at dinner, let's not talk about that..

Dy forgave me, I appreciate your forgiveness so much dy 

I love you