To Amanda

I just realized that I've found the best thing (well if not the best, it's gonna be close to THE best) that I can possibly search for, and yes I know that you're already predicting it's you and you're right smart ass!

Ok so, "why are you (close to) the best?" In case you asked. 

1. We love swimming

2. You have such beautiful personality

3. We're both idiots 

4. We have the same mood sometimes.

5. We're both wise

6. We love art 

7. We love eating sour and spicy food

8. We love chicken rice 

9. We love road trips (although I've never been on one.. Oh wait, does being on a bus count? Ok It does count. Okay I've been on a road trip, well at least to genting HAHA!) 

10. We have our peace and zen moments when we're submerged in water.

11. Gravity by John Mayer is our jam.

12. We feel kinda lost and one of the ways to get back on the right path is to help each other, by each other I mean You and I and I am willing to go for the extra mile to help you.

13.You've helped me sooo much and you've been there for me. 

14.Words can't simply express how I feel, maybe a part of it but not all.

I Love You.

Done - Jordan

30th July 2014

Hi.

I woke up with flu, sore throat and a slight fever. With that, I didn't go to school.

#iamdefinitelygonnagetdebarredfromlessons 

Went out at 5pm to meet my girl Dy at tampines.

I wanted to do something to make her day happier so I bought a flower for her HAHA!

Cherish it dy, that might be the only time I'm buying a flower for you. 😂

We headed down to one of the shopping malls there to have dinner (long john sliver)

I was planning to get a haircut but my uncle was leaving already so I didn't manage to get my bushy ass hair trimmed.

Took a bus down to the area where I live, then we decided to chill at the overhead bridge. That was dy's idea hahah! 

Anyway, towards to end, we were listening to gravity by John Mayer. Thank his parents for creating such a talented dude. Hahaha! After that headed home! 

Had an amazing time with dy. I Love You Amanda. 😊

Done. - Jordan

Hi guys

I've been busy these days so I can't really update you guys about what's happening.

Anyway, dy and I are doing fine, in fact even better than before haha!

20th July 2014 <--- the day she officially became my girlfriend hahaha

Ain't doing well in school, attendance sucks hahah dammit I should sleep earlier.

Chao!

HAAAAAPPY BIRTHHHHDAAAAAAY TOO MEEEEEEE!

well well well, look whose birthday is it? its MY birthday haha! otherwise known as the day that my mum experienced extreme pain while my head goes out of her vajayjay. Thanks mom!

 

And yes today i had steamboat! mmmm mmmmmmmm dem pig livers and abalones and chicken and prawn and many many other stuff ahaha!

 

thanks again to all my relatives who chipped in money to organize this amazing birthday celebration for me! it was beyond awesome. love you guys!

and also not to forget Dy, my girlfriend.

Shes been such an inspiration to me and now im sure to say that I Love her.

I really do. 

She spent the first hour of my birthday with me and gave a a little present that really means a lot to me. 

she gave me a letter. A HANDWRITTEN LETTER GUYS. HANDWRITTEN.

 

 

THANKS DY! MUAH :>

 

I received 90 dollars from my relatives and im gonna save it up for my tablet. well at least save 80 percent of it hahaha!

was suppose to meet dy but she had to visit her grandparents later on at 12pm and i would be selfish to not let her get some rest because her health is more important!

So about tmr, the boys, Raw Massive and I are gonna celebrate Shawn Ho's birthday!! yaaaay!!!

i dont know what time they're meeting thou haha!

Alright guys chao!!

                       

                      - Jordan.

Monday 7/7/14

Heyyyy waddupppp!

alright so what i did on monday was totally fun and at the same time physically tiring on my mind and body and stressful on my asshole.

so here's how shawn and I came up with the plan, we were kinda chilling at gerry's place and friday, and then out of a sudden he asked me
S"hey bro, are you free on monday?"
J"yea bro what's up?"
S"i was thinking that we can cook aglio olio together"

J"Sure! We can celebrate our birthday in advance also hahaha!"

S"Yea bro! I didn't think of that Haha!"

J"alright man! Sounds good!"

Yea so that was pretty much what we said to each other hahah!

on that day itself, we kinda tonned but i slept for like 45 mins hahaha!
so we met at like 630, chilled for awhile and then went to buy the groceries and around 9am,
after buying all the things, we headed up to his place to play dota for like a few matches, the best part is, we won 4 matches in a row hahaha! oh yes i forgot to mention that im a pro at dota HAHAHA!

so, at like 1230, we started cooking
we cooked the usual creamed mushroom soup and aglio olio, tbh the soup was THE best although it was kinda too salty, but yea it was still good.
for the pasta... ummmm we overestimated the amount of oil we should put in and then it turned out to be dammmmmnnnnn oily and we had to face to consequences, we shat our intestines out HAHA

so after that i went home to sleep and he also slept at his house.

we planned another cooking session on this friday again, hope it turns out good and lets hope that we dont shit our intestines out HAHA!

DONE - Jordan.  

hey :)

so i haven't been doing much these few days.
i have been doing nothing actually, chilling dancing playing dota.
gawd this is what life out of school's gonna turn out to be without a job dammit.

see, my life is as boring as a tortoise, chilling and playing dota is like me inside a shell and then dancing is where i come out of my shell and start walking.


i have to learn to converse omg if not ill just die in any relationship/friendship
I apologize for my lack of skills for conversing hahaha!
especially Dy, damn im quite a boring ass date.

I'm an introvert i guess, i like to shut up and stay around a corner and just spend time with myself. 

but

when dy's around, i'd like to just lay on her thighs and stare into her eyes because she's just soooooooo beautiful
now i understand why so many guys like her hahahaha!

well, I want it, i want you to be my girlfriend.
asking yourself whether youre ready to be in one doesnt help.
you yourself must know that you want it, youre able to give your all to the particular relationship you are in.
i am willing to give my all and i want it.
i dont wanna share dy.
you guys should probably stop hitting on my girl because its probably too late, imma make her my wife.
read that playas?
YOU BETTER DO.
Goodnight everyone.

oh yes dy, all the best for your game later :D

- Jordan.

It's not as simple as you think it is.

Saying I Love You too easily in the past because I don't understand what it really means but now, I kinda do and I'm afraid of saying it. 

I'm afraid that I won't be able to prove my words because in the end, it's all about what you do and not what you say.

I've not been able to prove what I say, for example, not buying cigarettes. 

I had to buy, because taking cigarettes from others is just too selfish.

I know, it's an excuse. 

It's really hard to quit smoking. 

1 day without nicotine can change my entire mood. 

I'll get irritated easily and I'll get super sleepy.

I need guidance, I need someone who can really tell me not to smoke.

This addiction has got to stop if not I'll be broke.

I'm sorry dy.

Now back to what I was saying.

I feel that when you say these 3 words out, you got to really mean it, not just saying, you have to show it.

Showing love is what I suck at, even at talking and keeping a conversation going.

So used to shutting the fuck up until I have absolutely no words to say to other people.

Well I guess I'll just have to learn how to converse better all over again.

How can I ever make her happy? 

A day full of training, chilling and working hard.

So today, I chilled at Gerry's place for a little while. We played nba and yes, as per normal I got trashed quite badly HAHA!

After playing, we headed down to nyp to bleakdlance. My gawd that was the most tortuous session I've ever had. I basically lost every move I have and I had to practice from the basics.

t.i.r.i.n.g.  a.s   h.e.l.l

After practicing, we went to s11 to chill and Makan for 30 mins.

And yes, sure as hell I miss you dy. I'm just saying in case you were missing me HAHA just to let you know that I feel the same.

Meeting dy tmr to chill and draw and have dinner, definitely looking forward to it, seeya dy :>

Peace! - Jordan.