Eleanor was right. She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something.

found my childhood back, Tarzan all day everyday.
i love the sound track, it makes me happier. because its that good. love it love it.
1. 2 worlds
2. Son of Man
3. You'll be in my heart
 all sang by the great Phil Collins.

Yesterday was damn good.
damn good, went to dy's house, had fun and felt loved.
i love that girl so much, im thinking about her most of the time.
she'll be in my heart.
Made an Immortal Rose for her hahaha!

she said she loved it!!! her words mean a lot to me.

Happy first month. 
i miss cuddling with her :(( #overlyattacthed 

I Love You dy. *hugs & kisses*

Maybe it's time to let other people read my blog.. Hmmmm...

Hi people of the internet it has been a long time!

I'm finally meeting dy and I booked her for the whole day HAHAHA

NO ONE CAN TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME AND TODAY SHE IS MINE.

SHE IS ALWAYS MINE.

Anyway, I've been jealous lately because she's kinda close to her guy friends and things like that, okay let's not say it as jealous, let's put it as territorial.

I'm territorial, not jealous.

Jealous is when you want something that's not yours, territorial is PROTECTING what's already yours.

So Amanda is mine and I'm protecting her because she's very very precious to me.

I Love that girl. 😘❤️

Dy I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you :(((

She opened up to a mussier Amanda YAY!!!!

Dy I gotta tell you, I love it when you kiss me continuously on my lips and cheeks and foreheads and my neck. I really do, fuck those people who don't. They don't accept the love like I do.

When we hug, I wanna carry you up like a little kid. HAHA!

I wanna hug you from the back, and I love back hugs hahahah!

I love it when we kiss, then our tongue goes in a certain motion. (TMI) meh only you're reading this anyway.

I love you

I love Amanda so much.

Recently, she gave me a talk, about how irresponsible I am. And honestly, that was the first time her words got into my head.

Some strucked me hard so damn hard that it made me completely speechless.

I'm lucky that I'm with a girl that's able to guide me.

Lucky enough to have a girl who speaks to me about my mistakes I mean, how often do girls do this?

It really got into my head dy.

I Love You so much, Sooooo much.

well I dont really have anything to say but ill just try to squeeze out everything.

nothing really happened this week, my attendance sucked really bad, like my average is 32%

look, i understand that my grades = future and future = career and no career = useless/death.

attendance is the number 1 factor i guess..

why did i even pick up animation...
should have gone to Visual Arts where i can express my art and learn the things that i want to know,
honestly, i think animation is not for me, im not a cartoonish/fun type of guy, im a quiet asshole that express only on paper unless you mean something to me.

im really fucked up with school work now,
drawing and designing characters, i cant do it, no matter how many times i practice and no matter how much effort i put into it...

im on the verge of quitting this course and wait till next year so i cant join Visual Arts
but i cant guarantee that i would get a seat in the course.
i dont know, i dont want to discuss this with my parents.

i guess ive been disappointing Amanda a lot,
me being such a fucking kid, come on jordan get your shit together for god sake.

dont know what the fuck im doing or why im doing it.
im so lost, so clouded and i cant seem to wake up from this mess.

Done - Jordan

I love dy so much
shes so adorable and lovely sometimes.
It feels good to read her blog all over again from the start.
its like my personal story book, i read and re-read all the time. it never gets boring.

I Love You Amanda. *forehead kiss*

No

No

And I can't stand you

Must everything you do make me wanna smile

Can I not like you for awhile?

 

 

 

 

 

 

HAHAHAHA I KNOW ITS ME DY COME ON ADMIT IT

Acceptance.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Acceptance.

Yesterday was really awesome.

Had a painting/drawing session at the airport with chai latte, I really enjoyed the company & it felt great to know that someone else has the same interest as me & how we both feel the same about so many things, I just didn't know how to express myself but I hope we can be friends for a long time.

 link http://averinewyou.blogspot.sg/2014_04_01_archive.html?m=0

Love is a powerful thing, an emotional but also physical bond between 2 people, who decides that they, yes, wants to spend their life together. 

 

- Amanda Ong

March 18th 2014

Well so today I screwed up big time.

I lost something that means so much to my girlfriend that It's somewhere equivalent to breaking her heart

I lost her bicycle

It has been with her since when she was little

Basically, it's her childhood bike

To you all readers (if there's any) it might be just a bike, but to her, it's not even close to what you can imagine

Honestly, i don't know how she's feeling right now because I have never lost something that's so important to me

And babe, I am sorry for my lack of responsibility and carefulness.

I will definitely learn from my mistakes and I truly hope that you will forgive me

Sincerely - Jordan 

I have got to change if not, I'll be an useless asshole who does nothing all day long.

Let's start off with being on time.