nothing really happened this week, my attendance sucked really bad, like my average is 32%
look, i understand that my grades = future and future = career and no career = useless/death.
attendance is the number 1 factor i guess..
why did i even pick up animation...
should have gone to Visual Arts where i can express my art and learn the things that i want to know,
honestly, i think animation is not for me, im not a cartoonish/fun type of guy, im a quiet asshole that express only on paper unless you mean something to me.
im really fucked up with school work now,
drawing and designing characters, i cant do it, no matter how many times i practice and no matter how much effort i put into it...
im on the verge of quitting this course and wait till next year so i cant join Visual Arts
but i cant guarantee that i would get a seat in the course.
i dont know, i dont want to discuss this with my parents.
i guess ive been disappointing Amanda a lot,
me being such a fucking kid, come on jordan get your shit together for god sake.
dont know what the fuck im doing or why im doing it.
im so lost, so clouded and i cant seem to wake up from this mess.
Done - Jordan
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